Tuesday, December 3, 2013

336/365

NO PAIN, NO GAIN
I feel really, really terrible. They still can't get my blood pressure regulated. I've been getting dizzy at work. The nurses are all concerned.  I'm now on another pill in addition to doubling the original one.  I have been in a lot of pain too. I think it's tamoxifen related but I don't know...  I should have my hand in a brace but it's annoying so I'm not wearing it and I'm probably making it worse. I'm supposed to go to therapy but I haven't had a minute to schedule anything. This working shit sucks.  I can't even pick up the bud to take her into bed.  I screamed so loud Thanksgiving night when I tried to get her out of the car - I'm surprised I didn't wake up the whole street.

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