I have a lot of scars that aren't so visible and resurface from time to time.
Scars from my mother's illness and death...
Scars from an empty womb...
Scars from a pup going on a hike and collapsing in my arms a few days later...
Scars from traumatic events of others - a father that gets put on a ventilator and hospitalized out of state for a month due to a faulty shower head in a million dollar beach house and being witness to a mother-in-law coming to terms with the end and never returning home from vacation...
Scars from a broken heart.
I found out today that I could potentially be faced with a 14 hour reconstructive surgery. I'm hoping that's not the case. Though the way things seem to be moving along it wouldn't surprise me. Ironically, it's been about 14 hours since I found out and I honestly don't think I've processed everything yet... I'm already questioning, though, if any of this is really worth it.
These scars will be visible.
I just don't know if I can face seeing them every day.
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