I've been feeling like an old tv lately... with bits and pieces of my life flickering on and off before my eyes. Reminded by little moments in time - a piece of paper found with an old list of stuff to do at Dixon House... imaginary house plans and sketches for the cd cabinet doors... a card never sent... Bits and pieces of a life unfinished stacked in folders and thrown in boxes. As much that is here is there... it's too much and none of it means anything.
I don't know where to begin with all of it... or end.
* Since valentine's day is fast approaching I thought I would post the picture of Lily above... click to enlarge to see the ♥ she would make on her forehead when she scrunched her face up just so. ;-) I'm embarrassed to say that there was a time when I kind of didn't want her... she was really dark when she was a puppy - she had a lot of black in her for being a fawn pug.
I thought she was a freak dog and a little weird looking and kind of wanted to send her back. She wasn't exactly what I thought she would be. I'm glad I didn't give up on her though. She's such a good puppy dog. She lightened up a lot and some of the darkness faded - it's hard to find the heart anymore but every time I look at her I still see it.