I was going to take the Bud for pictures with the Easter Bunny today but I didn't feel like driving to Wexford. I hurt my back/neck or have meningitis - one or the other. How many imaginary illnesses have I come up with lately? I'll answer that - a lot. Anyway, sorry, Lily - I know I promised you I'd take you for a ride. ;-(
I have so many pictures of RoseBud - thousands, actually. I've been searching for a picture of me in an orange shirt on the couch with RB on my lap... I swear I had it but can't seem to locate it. I did come across these, though, which aren't your normal snapshots and may make some people uncomfortable. They were at the emergency room after she died. They may not be as pretty as some of the other ones but they are real and I'm so glad I have them.
"...there was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
than to feel you deep in my heart...
there was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
than to never feel the breaking apart... all my pictures of you..."
Goodnight, Bud, wherever you are. ♥